Hell reality is there any way out
As i sit here wondering about what will become of myself firstly i would like to say for those who respond with intelligent responses i appreciate them and all the other ignorant children i disregard.I am a 27 yr old man i been thru alot of situatoions my life but i recently encountered a feeling that i have no more left to give i am drained,i go to work like a robot everyday the only thing i look forward to is the gym and now i work out so much i have to stop because i am sore,My girlfriend doesent really do it for me although she loves me i just dont feel a thing i am numb i am educated amongst the world issues and have some visions of what i dream to be and aspire to be but i feel like the system and things affecting me right now are keeping me in a box i am trapped all my lifes circumstances are suffocating me i dont know what to do or how to get motivated i have tried before but it seems that every attempt has failed i dont know why but it just feels like its getting close to the end of my road because i have no emotions not a feeling in my body only thing i posses is a dream for another life a better life where i can be proud and live well and see my dream happen but every day it fades more and more i am getting close to the point i am a robot a drone lost actually hoping the day i can rest maybe even if it is to rest in peace in my grave i want to be free from my own hell i have sunken into