Hell reality is there any way out

As i sit here wondering about what will become of myself firstly i would like to say for those who respond with intelligent responses i appreciate them and all the other ignorant children i disregard.I am a 27 yr old man i been thru alot of situatoions my life but i recently encountered a feeling that i have no more left to give i am drained,i go to work like a robot everyday the only thing i look forward to is the gym and now i work out so much i have to stop because i am sore,My girlfriend doesent really do it for me although she loves me i just dont feel a thing i am numb i am educated amongst the world issues and have some visions of what i dream to be and aspire to be but i feel like the system and things affecting me right now are keeping me in a box i am trapped all my lifes circumstances are suffocating me i dont know what to do or how to get motivated i have tried before but it seems that every attempt has failed i dont know why but it just feels like its getting close to the end of my road because i have no emotions not a feeling in my body only thing i posses is a dream for another life a better life where i can be proud and live well and see my dream happen but every day it fades more and more i am getting close to the point i am a robot a drone lost actually hoping the day i can rest maybe even if it is to rest in peace in my grave i want to be free from my own hell i have sunken into

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  • housecat

    Read The Power of Now, by Eckhart Tolle. Might help.

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  • EARTHLYBEAUTY

    ITS THE SAME FEELING YOU ENCOUNTER, WHEN YOU ENCOUNTERED THE FEELINGS YOU ARE EXSPESSING AT THE MOMENT. FIND YOUR=SELF AS A MAN IN GENERAL, SEEK AFTER THE BEAUTIES THAT LIE AMONGST YOURSELF. NOTICE YOURSELF WITH IN CREATION, AND THINK BEYOND YOURSELF AND BE THANKFUL FOR YOURSELF, AND YOUR OWN CREATION AS A MAN IN GENERAL. SEEK AFTER THE LOVE THAT IS DAWNED THROUGH EACH LIFE THAT EXIST AMONGST YOU. SEEK AFTER TRUE LOVE THAT COMES WITHIN DIVINE TRUTH. SEEK AFTER THE VERY ESSENCE THAT TAPS INTO YOUR INSTINCT AS A MAN AND FIND ALL THE JOY, PEACE, TRUTH AND LOVE THAT YOU WILL NEVER WANT NO MORE. MAKE TIME PASSING THROUGH THIS CREATION WORTH IT!!!!!!

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  • This whole site needs to go.Full of prejudice and ignorant people who just give abusive answers,This used to be a site with dignity but these days its filled with hate from rednecks and others,I hope it will be terminated soon.because the people who leave these comments are a product of trash yes trash they would never say these things face to face cowards

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    • manasikara

      Is there a moderator? Abusive comments could be deleted (and/or the accounts of people that leave them).

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  • <3pepe<3

    You possess a dream for another life, so you imagine how life could be and live in your imagination most of the time looking for some passing sensation of pleasure or peace. As you have found, nothing lasts in your imagination, and nothing lasts here either. You are unhappy because you are still looking for an escape. If you aren't looking for anything, you are free.

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  • BlackHole

    May I venture as far as to say that this is just the beginning of these feelings? Even if you do as some people suggested and make a drastic change, that will only keep you occupied for a little while. Call me crazy but you don't have depression or anything missing in life. I think that you are in tune with the alternative (Don't worry i'm not going into spiritualism or anything). I'm certain that there is an alternative to this reality (No matrix bull- I'm talking quantum physics), and you're just more in touch with this than many others are. The feeling will never leave, even if you achieve all your dreams. If you find the door to the alternative, let me know though please.

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  • xino00

    I know how you feel, doing the same thing over and over again.
    I've experienced this sort of thing, me going to the gym and later going to work.
    I think of people doing the same duty in there work all the time, especially people who work in the office. You wake up, work, come back home. Work 5/6 days a week, sunday off. Monday back to work.

    It's like an endless cliche and loop.

    What I suggest is for you to get a different job that involves travelling to different places or meeting new people.
    No I wouldn't suggest you be a soldier, but I advise you should do a charity job.
    You get to travel to different places and meet new people. Rather than stuck and doing the same cliche things over and over.

    I myself is planning on doing a charity job.

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  • simonmoto

    jesus man i think u needa go see a shrink! your gona keep wellin up till you explode.

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  • dustindizzle

    Your searchin for life. For hope. For meaning. Purpose. And a perfect love that satisfies. Jesus Christ can set you free, He is God in the flesh who came down to free us from sin. You are special, and you are loved. Theres freedom in Christ. Beleive in his name, and call upon him from your heart to save you. We all are dead in our sins, untill Christ sets you free and gives you life. Lets say you run a race. When your done, i buy you a bottle of water and hand it to you. Now your standing there with your bottle of water unopened. Are you still thristy? sure, now even though the water has been made available to you, you would have to do your part and drink it before your thirst is quenched. The sacrifice on the cross that Jesus made was like handing you the bottle of water, unless you do your part and take it, the bottle wont be opened and you will still be thirsty. In fact, You will always be thirsty. Jesus said to the woman at the well, "Everyone who drinks this water will be thirsty again, but whoever drinks the water I give him will never thirst. Indeed, the water I give him will become in him a spring of water welling up to eternal life" Jesus is waiting, and his spirit gives life to those who seek it.

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  • PoisonFlowers

    It's normal to feel this way, sadly. What you need is change - now. End of your road? Ha, as my mum would say: "it's only just begun."

    Life is absurd, but you've still got dreams. They haven't faded completely, have they? Life is all we have, so don't let circumstances and so on take that away from you.

    By the way, you are definitely depressed (as if you didn't know that already.)

    This really reminds me of the song "No More" by Black Flag. Take a listen to it; you might like it.

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  • Volhv

    Damn sounds like someone has an SSRI and dopamine deficiency in his brain

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  • I remember feeling exactly how you did about 12 months ago. But in a teenage form. I would wake up go to school chill with the same people, hear the same stories do the same shit. You know what it is man your missing a young child, being free minded. you Miss not knowing but being happy about it. but nothing can make you a child again.
    BUT THE CLOSEST THING IS THIS STUFF I LOOOOOVE called Marijuana. and listen man all these npeople here are telling u to take anti depressants and shit. Weeds cheeper does a better job and YOU TRIP BALLZ

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    • woops i meant to say u miss Being a young child

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  • Zombiegamer

    F**k this mental bulls**t, i had the same problem, do what i did leave everyone and sell everything and see how far u can go on a real adventure but leave the money at home, in about 2 and a half years i had been practically everywiere and done practically everything and almost died half a dozen times along the way. And i had never felt more alive! And when i came back i picked up where i left off but i was truely happy.

    I realise this sounds like a bad disney movie but its all true!

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  • MTsky

    Tough it out. Turn to family, friends, even have a sit-down with your girlfriend and talk to her about it. Now, I'm not too comfortable with the idea of taking pills to help fight off depression, but I caved eventually because I was going through a lot of things at one time that just seemed too overwhelming to handle.

    what c*ckyc*nt said, immerse yourself.

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  • cockycunt

    Fuck these cretins with their D word. Depression is just one more poor abused little lable -- can you possibly fkkn dig? Diss this guy with your 2nd hand clever diagnosis and then insult his intelligence telling him to take fkkn drugs? Robot what you say basically is you're a shade away from death. Death is ok if you're dead but not while you're demonstrably alive, as you've found. You've run scared into a hole where you're numbed up against that fear that put you there. So and your way out is put yourself in situations (travel-- NO damned safety net) where you have to live -- and feel afraid and suffer. That way you also get the flipside -- enjoy and be alive. Trust me it works -- but you can't not suffer, you just have to, or stay android-numb.

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  • secretguy25

    just do your dream dont be shy reaCH YOUR DREAM AND BE WHAT YOU WANT.

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  • geckopaws

    You know what you can do which will make a big difference in you're life is change. Change something in your life. Get out of old habits and things that bore you like you're girlfriend, I'm sure you love her but I don't think it's really love if she doesn't do anything for you I think its all habit. I know because I've been in this situation before. Life after all is all about taking chances in my view of the world. Hope you find this helpful.

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  • GreyScale

    Adventure. Your soul is crying out for adventure. Although depression may be a bi-product of it, I can tell that you are the type of person that is probably in need of some traveling or anything else that it radically different than your current life.

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  • MapleSyrup

    I think you need a vacation, if you can afford it perhaps some time away and relaxtion could do you some good. If not maybe a different job, one that you enjoy. Im only sorry i dont have more advice for you.

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  • esreverlogic

    I would say you are depressed, and try not working out for a couple of weeks, if you are still sore, you could be depressed, because being depressed can make you feel physically sore. I would talk to your doctor about it, try geting a medication like zoloft or somthing. It also could be a phase, but i would still consult your doctor as soon as you can.

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    • FJK_frm_AK25

      Anti depressant s are bad for u n can make it worse

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  • buriedalive

    sounds like you could have depression or something similar, have you talked to your GP?

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