Having sex with many others
I'm 31 years of age female, married for 4 years and have a 5 year old boy with my husband. My husband has a fetish watching me have sex with other men, even strangers. I wasn't comfortable at all with this but he insisted that I try having sex with men while he watched. My husband is a good lover and I love everything about him. He has always preached that It is not cheating when he allows or promotes me having sex with men. It is only cheating if I were to do it behind his back. During the last 2 weeks I've been having sex with a guy who my husband works with almost daily without him knowing. He set up the arrangement initially but now I'm having sex with this guy daily, sometimes twice a day without him knowing. The sex in unreal and we seem to have a real bond and I'm thinking of him constantly. I'm thinking of leaving my husband to hook up with this guy. AM I CRAZY or should I do what feels right?