Having imaginary celeb friends.

Hi guys, I'm 19.I started to have my celebrity crushes talk to me in my imagination, I have total control of what they say, when it happen...etc. It's almost grown into a habbit for me for it makes me feel safe and comfortable that someone care for me. Even my imaginary friend use English which is not my native lanuage and sometimes I find it hard to convey my thought, I still enjoy doing this and it's been a year now...