Have wanted to f**k my sister for years, still do
OK, I need feedback on what to do here. For about 7 years I have really wanted to f**k my sister. We used to play games with eachother all the time, and I think she wants me to f**k her too, but I am not sure. Things started out as her just sitting in my lap or watching a movie with me and stuff. Then we started cuddling, etc. Eventually it would be kind of a ritual where she would come in my room and I would rub her back and kiss on her and we would talk sweet to eachother. She eventually started asking me to come say goodnight to her and we would do this sh*t. It was a big tease, really. BTW, she is 4 years younger then I am, so she is now 18. But back then she was like 11 when I was 14, and things were most intense when she was 16 and I was 20. Anyway, I used to watch her in the shower and jack off to her. She knew about it I think, and used to kind of enjoy it. Eventually the cuddling at night led to me rubbing her legs and up to her ass and pussy. She would pretend to be asleep the whole time, but I know she was awake. But I never just f**ked her. Now, about a year ago, she basically had a mental breakdown. She and I discussed our relationship, talked about how our family was insane and how we thought this had led to what had happened. However, throughout this entire ~coming to terms~ with one another (and it was good natured, not resentful) she adamently denied every actually having interest in me. My question is this. 1: do you think she's full of sh*t? 2: I still want to f**k her. But now she has a boyfriend. Should I still try to f**k her?
Feedback appreciated. Particularly from girls who can give insight into the psychology of what she's thinking