Have thoughts about dying early
So I noticed that I just don't fell like living much. I will not k*ll myself, but just don't want to live for to long, like dying at a young age, I do love my life but I don't like the world in general, always try to see the best things but I can't scape from this though of dying soon and couldn't care less. At least the thought of traumatazing my brother and making my family and best friend sad makes me want to stop wanting to die early, but I can't scape from those thoughts.