Have a crush on a fictional boy while being a lesbian?
Okay, long story short. I am a lesbian. I have never been attracted to real life men in my life. They all disgust me sexually and I wouldn’t dare think about having sex with one. However, while watching an anime (attack on titan) I saw one boy who i didn’t really care for at first but grew to love with all my heart. He’s very cute and sometimes while looking at him I feel maternal and also attracted to him. Is this normal? (character is bertolt hoover) Thanks.
Edit: Also would like to add I have never really felt attraction to that many other fictional males as well.
Edit 2: Will reply under sepiida