Hating yourself while also beleiving you're genuinely superior?
Over the years, I've noticed that I have a love/hate relationship with myself. Sometimes, I have extremely self-hating thoughts,yet more than half the time I genuinely feel superior to other people. Don't get me wrong, I have my insecurities, am entirely aware of them, and have analyzed them all. However, this is one thing I can't seem to explain to myself. Is there a word for this? A disorder? Or does this just mean I just hate myself because I'm an asshole. Feel free to analyze this