Happily hommicidal?

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Alright, this probably isn't very original at all, but I really do want to kill people. I think about it all the time - even people I like. When I meet a new person, I imagine just stabbing them in the chest on the spot. When I walk home (or anywhere) I look at my surroundings and figure out where the best place to hide a body would be. When I enter a building the first thing I do is scope out the security cameras and figure out the blind spots - it's just habit. I absolutely love knives, and anything that resembles blood. When I was younger I would cut myself around the ankles and calves with glass, not out of depression at all, but just because I loved the sight of the blood.

I'm not emo. I love my life. I do very well in school, I have a few close friends, I'm eccentric in the way that most people tend to be. I've never told anyone about this. I don't want a therapist, I don't want to get rid of the elation I feel. If anything I want to indulge in it. But I know I can't, because I know I would end up in jail without knowing how not to get caught. If only one knew how to get into the hitman business.

Again, I would like to emphasize that this is not out of anger. I want to kill out of joy. Maybe that is the only reason why I can control myself so well. Is this normal?

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Based on 77 votes (19 yes)
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  • lsdiddy
    13 years ago

    Well u cud just join the army?

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  • randomjelly
    13 years ago

    Practice on yourself. I suggest, drinking draino, a knife to the chest and a tight noose. Good luck!

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  • [Old Memory]
    14 years ago

    Turn yourself in.

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  • stlolth
    14 years ago

    You don't want to change, you don't want help, you love yourself, you realize what you want to do is considered wrong, and then you ask is it normal? Durrrrrr most-poitlessest-post-EVER.

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  • WordWizard
    11 years ago

    You need therapy. That is all I could tell you. Go get help becuase you have a very bad disorder.

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  • Avant-Garde
    11 years ago

    You sound like a future serial killer... You really need help!

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  • DanishGirl
    11 years ago

    A future serial killer is what you sound like...no normal people don't think like that.

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    • WordWizard
      11 years ago

      This is a future serial killer. The only problem is that they apparently want to be a killer. They are going to end up like Dexter and go around under the radar killing just because it is "So bloody fun". They have identified the issue but is not going to fix it just because he enjoys being sick. It is the psycho that enjoys being insane. This is known as Anti social disorder. People like this tend to blend well with society and come off as very Charismatic as well as being very intelligent. They do not understand why they are so insane. I do not think he even cares now. They are just telling us all because it is fun. This could be a sign They are going to do something right now or already has. On the other hand this may just be a troll. If he is that smart he already knows what he is doing. Only way to stop people like this is death but they might enjoy it as they like blood. This site makes all our posts anynomous so we can not attempt to reason with the poster even if we do not agree.

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      • DanishGirl
        11 years ago

        Yes I agree...

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        • WordWizard
          11 years ago

          Glad someone agrees. Although I must say your name makes me hungry. Also I love that picture and you seem like a interesting creative person from your profile.

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  • Eliott+Transford
    12 years ago

    I think this is perfectly normal, mostly because i relate. I have been called a sociopath by my therapist and institutionalized a few times because I want to kill...Everyone. but I can control it thankfully. I just think the world would be a better place without people. I want us all to die. even me. the thought of a peaceful world where nothing but nature happens is ideal.

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  • [Old Memory]
    12 years ago

    You DO need help.

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  • babaG
    13 years ago

    You have an overactive imagination and probably watch too many of these kinds if cartoons and movies which you find "cool".

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  • [Old Memory]
    13 years ago

    I don't think its normal,but hey,who is?
    I'm like that too,I really like the sight of blood and I paint about self-harm alot

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  • joanalollypop
    14 years ago

    Well I am just like you. I think it's the most normal instinct in me. I look at people, even people I love, and think "if I stabbed him/her in the back, would it blead much? What about if I stabbed him/her in the leg? Would it blead more?"

    When I look at a pale person's body, I instincively search for his/her main veins, and imagine myself making a small cut there.

    I think I could do it if I would just let that instinct loose in front of others. Maybe later I'd hate myself and kill myself out of panic.

    But the fact it that I completely and absolutely have the urge to kill everyone that comes in front of me. I isolate myself so that I don't see anyone when I'm like this.

    So, yes, it's normal. To me. But...what do I know? Maybe we're both homicidal maniacs, dunno, don't care.

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  • Rabies
    14 years ago

    I am the same as you.
    It may not be normal but that is a good thing. Normal people are pathetic..weak..fragile.
    Why would you want to be like them? ugh.
    Just think of yourself as evolved, a predator.
    You are special. =)
    Take Care, and have fun.

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