Guilt
I'm not exactly sure how to say this without contradicting myself..
For some reason... I always feel guilty. Even when I don't have a reason to feel guilty, I just do. Even when I fight with people and I know I'm right and I know that the other person knows I'm right, I still feel wrong. Whenever the fight occurs I always have the mentality that I'm right at first and then I go off on my own. I think about it and I cry and yell and then I start praying. After around 20 minutes I always end up finding something that I did wrong. Then I start feeling extremely bad.. I don't think there has ever been a time in my life where I haven't felt guilty.
I don't know if this makes any sense but I just really wanted to know why I feel this way. Or why I approach things the way I do? heh :)