Girls find me repulsive
I am convinced there is absolutely nothing i can do or say that will ever make a girl really like me or keep her around for longer than a very short amount of time.
I did not always feel this way, but i have come to this conclusion based on a massive amount of rejection and ignores. I mean really, a massive amount.
In the past even when i have worked out in the gym it didnt really change anything (plus im never going to be a big guy, im too damn skinny). Sure i had a little bit more energy to go out and try to socialize and meet more people, but it never really solved any problem. Same with learning about Game and attraction
Theres just something about me, im either too rude, too insensitive, too talkative, not talkative enough, too neurotic, too creepy, too gross, too nice, too mean, too secure, too insecure.....the list goes on
Its to the point where i am just really, really angry, bitter, frustrated, and depressed. Ive struggled with it for a long time with no real success.
I dont know where to go from here. Part of me worries i might someday hurt myself or others as a result.