Girls' butt sniffing fetish
For as long as I can remember (I'm now in my early 20s), every time I see an attractive girl with a nice butt, I think about sniffing her backside all over. Not just sniffing, but licking and subsequently penetrating. It's always been a fetish of mine. NO, I'm not turned on by scat or the just-used-the-bathroom smell. That's not it. I like it when a girl showers in the morning and then goes about her day... the smell of her butt at the end of the day simply turns me on!
I thought it was a phase when I was younger, but it turned out not to be. My first girlfriend, she didn't know of this fetish, but one of the first times I ate her out, she lied down on her stomach, and while I ate her out my nose was in between her cheeks. I sniffed and inhaled, and the musky scent turned me on so much.
Later, after that relationship was over, I met my first love, who I was with for four years. We didn't have any anal sex until 8-9 months into the relationship, but when I told her of my fetish, it didn't bother her at all. She seemed nervous at first, possibly because of what I would think obviously, but after she saw that it turned me on, she got more into it and it simply became a regular part of our sex life. It never phased her. She would shower in the morning, go run errands, go to the gym, then come back and let me sniff. I'd get off every time!
I know that females emit pheromones, so that could be it, but even before I had sex, I was turned on by the thoughts of it? That relationship has been over for nearly two years (ended because circumstances changed; relationship became long distance). I'm afraid that the next time I bring it up to a girl, she'll be freaked out. Yeah, I've found one girl that learned to enjoy it, but that's it (even though she's the only one that I made aware). I've wrote about this online before and have been labelled a 'freak' because of this fetish, but I can't help it? I love attractive girls' butts (girls that I subjectively deem attractive, anyway; preferences may vary with others) and the musky (NOT the 'dirty' kind you think of) scent turns me on so much.
Is it normal?