Gay thoughts when i smoke marijuana, iin?

I smoke marijuana like its a religion. I get high almost every day. and i don't see anything wrong with it.
but lately as in starting at the end of last year, ive started getting a gay though sometimes when i smoke. when im high i imagine what its like to give a blowjob. it really turns me on and sometimes i watch gay porn. it gets me extremely hard. then when i come down ill try thinking about it and nothing happens.