Fucking afraid of having sex
I'm a virgin and not beacuse of religion, or beliefs and all that. I really love sex and I often talk about that, so when people finds out i've never had sex it shocks them.
I really like a dude that has invited me to his house and i really want to fuck him but i'm so afraid of doing it.
One of the reasons that stops me is that I don't take birth control pills and my parents are a little bit uptight around the fact i have sex at a young age and i'm worried that his condom will break or something.
The second one is that if I go see him it will have to be at night time and that means I'll have to lie to my parents so I can escape from home, and that wouldn't be easy either.
What should i do?