Fuck am i getting insane
So I am an 18yro guy. The problem is my thinking well its not evil or immoral but its bad for me. whatever I think my mind just contradicts it & start debating,it just doesn't stop, sometimes I even space out with my eyes open...
This overthinking is not good & may be coz of this i have isolated myself to just my lappy,phone,& my semester books
I don't even bother to attend my college classes but it doesn't affect my grades or anything.
& by now you would have figured that I am still a virgin who just want to be in a room & masturbate...
One day I feel depressed,diapair & the very next day I feel confident it's all coz of overthinking
So if any of you read all of it tell me am I really getting insane or its just a phase of my life??