Forever alone
i just feel some guys like me are forever alone. me having autism, me being unattractive,me not being the type of man that women want. i know that i'm gonna die alone, i'm not gonna find no woman that wants to be with me on a romantic or sexual level. i don't have any good qualities either, i am ugly inside and out. there's nothing about me that will turn a female on. i have no friends i have no social life. i try to network with people but i'm just too unattractive so people don't even wanna be my friend. people look at me weird when i go to places, they give me dirty looks. women don't talk to me, women eyes are always glued to their cellphone they don't want anything to do with my existence. i have a very bad speech impediment and a severe case of asperger syndrome.
at 25 years old i suck like hell. as far as me having an actual love life i'm doomed. some people out here are doomed, there's no possibility for them to ever find a woman who wants to deal with them on any level. i already know already no woman wants to have my baby, be with me, spend money on me,invest in me emotionally, spiritually or physically. i'm tired of being ignored by women. women always tend to ignore me. it's really painful when you go to places and it seems like women don't see you. they don't acknowledge your existence. i just don't understand why i was even born why i was even created. some guys are just unattractive to women, that's the way biology is. not everybody can find mates. maybe my genetics are not meant to reproduce. maybe i'm not meant to have a woman in my life or a companion. i'm yearning for companionship but can't find it without paying a woman to be with me. i have no sexual options,no prospects of who i can date. i feel ostracized by the opposite sex.
it doesn't matter what kind of attitude i have. every woman i talk to they give me nasty looks, ignore me, they treat me like they don't see me and i'm below them. i'm tired of being ignored by women, i'm tired of women treating me like i'm shit.my face is too unattractive. women don't like my face. even if i did have me a nice ripped body it wouldn't matter because when your face is ugly to broads you aren't gonna get anybody,so pretty much i'm gonna need money to get plastic surgery. i kinda wish people on isitnormal would all donate me 1 dollar, i wish one billion people would donate me 1 dollar to help my cause. what is the point of being alive if i can't even have female friends or at least get me a handjob from a woman.