Forever alone

i just feel some guys like me are forever alone. me having autism, me being unattractive,me not being the type of man that women want. i know that i'm gonna die alone, i'm not gonna find no woman that wants to be with me on a romantic or sexual level. i don't have any good qualities either, i am ugly inside and out. there's nothing about me that will turn a female on. i have no friends i have no social life. i try to network with people but i'm just too unattractive so people don't even wanna be my friend. people look at me weird when i go to places, they give me dirty looks. women don't talk to me, women eyes are always glued to their cellphone they don't want anything to do with my existence. i have a very bad speech impediment and a severe case of asperger syndrome.

at 25 years old i suck like hell. as far as me having an actual love life i'm doomed. some people out here are doomed, there's no possibility for them to ever find a woman who wants to deal with them on any level. i already know already no woman wants to have my baby, be with me, spend money on me,invest in me emotionally, spiritually or physically. i'm tired of being ignored by women. women always tend to ignore me. it's really painful when you go to places and it seems like women don't see you. they don't acknowledge your existence. i just don't understand why i was even born why i was even created. some guys are just unattractive to women, that's the way biology is. not everybody can find mates. maybe my genetics are not meant to reproduce. maybe i'm not meant to have a woman in my life or a companion. i'm yearning for companionship but can't find it without paying a woman to be with me. i have no sexual options,no prospects of who i can date. i feel ostracized by the opposite sex.

it doesn't matter what kind of attitude i have. every woman i talk to they give me nasty looks, ignore me, they treat me like they don't see me and i'm below them. i'm tired of being ignored by women, i'm tired of women treating me like i'm shit.my face is too unattractive. women don't like my face. even if i did have me a nice ripped body it wouldn't matter because when your face is ugly to broads you aren't gonna get anybody,so pretty much i'm gonna need money to get plastic surgery. i kinda wish people on isitnormal would all donate me 1 dollar, i wish one billion people would donate me 1 dollar to help my cause. what is the point of being alive if i can't even have female friends or at least get me a handjob from a woman.

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  • thegypsysailor

    You keep blaming all your troubles on your infirmities, yet when I show you others who are much worse off than you, you delete my posts.
    So I guess you are looking for sympathy, not advice. Sorry, fresh out.

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  • pantaloonz

    all this emotional lead up ... to asking for money and a hand job.

    I smell a rat.

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  • ThingOne

    I am also forever alone. And, I find IIN a good place for both pleasant and unpleasant socializing. You have come to the right place. I find what ever can help me have faith in womankind is worth it.

    BTW, don't worry about inability to get a hand-job. They are very affordable from prostitutes at your local truck stop.

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  • First you need to work on your self esteem. We all have problems and you would be suprised how much problems everyone else has too.
    Im an aspie too, so I know the challenges of understanding social situations.
    Instead of blaming myself for things, I embrace my eccentric personality, and it works pretty well. Instead of repelling people by having a negative attitude I express myself in a positive way and people want to be around me because I am fun and random.
    I keep my depressing thoughts to internet forums like this one where people dont know me, or I may open up to someone when I am close enough to them to feel comfortable discussing depression.
    Find things you like to do and join social activities that revolve around them. Meetup.com is a good place to meet new people.
    I do understand social rejection, but you got to just keep trying, and dont just focus on sex either. You have to meet everyone first and get to know people you wouldnt want to have sex with as well. Good luck

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