Fooeled around with cousin and still think about it all the time.

It all started growing up. She is like 3new years older than I. She used to watch me and my siblings during the summer. It all started out one day we we just playing and wrestling and next thing I knew she was playing with my penis. This fooling around continued for years. One time we was watching a movie and she was playing and tried sticking it in her butt. She said we can't put it in the other hole. More than likely in fear of getting pregnant. That's as far as it went and it didn't go in there. I was a her house one time and she got me under the blanket and put my face to her pussy. I didn't know what to do. I must say it smelt so good though. When it all started I thought it was weird but in a way became routine. There were several other instances but the last was when I was 18 I had to stay st her house. We went to go to bed and she said I will just share my bed. She didn't have any shorts so I turned out the lights and just slept in my underwater. I was woke up by the oddest moment. I sleep on my side, she had got on her side right against me and had gotten my cock out if my underwater and was guiding it into her pussy and moving back and forth. I was so shocked. I should have fucked her brains out but just rolled over and acted like I was sleeping. She had the wettest pussy I have EVER felt omg. I still think about it and its been 13freaking years later. I sometimes want to talk to her about it soooo bad. If it were to happen today I would so totally screw her brains out.