Felling insignificant
About a week ago me, my brother, my sister and my cousin all stayed out in the back garden drinking.
then we got the deckchairs out and looked up at the stars and for one small moment.
i felt so small and insignificant knowing that all those other solar systems were out there and ours is very small and then our planet is tiny and i am but one person on this tiny rock in a huge world.
Since then i cant get the feeling out of my head that im going to die not having made any significant change to the world.
I found out what death was and i was once very scared of it, then i wasn't bothered if i died as it didn't seem to matter to me and since i felt so small i have suddenly become very scared of it again
is it normal to feel like this?