Feeling not apart of society
I don't know how to best describe this. I don't feel apart of this world or that I fit in. It's like watching everyone else stand in line heading towards the same destination and I have been casted out to the side(by my own choice). Because being apart of that world makes me absolutely sick to my stomach. I really can't stand people as a whole and I feel pretty alone. It kind of feels like walking down an endless hallway with endless doors. Every door is the same and what's behind that door is the same as the others. I keep going though because I know at some point there will be that one door that is different and there I will truly be happy. I just feel like I know there is more to this life than what is in front of me. Does any of this make sense?? :)