Feeling not apart of society

I don't know how to best describe this. I don't feel apart of this world or that I fit in. It's like watching everyone else stand in line heading towards the same destination and I have been casted out to the side(by my own choice). Because being apart of that world makes me absolutely sick to my stomach. I really can't stand people as a whole and I feel pretty alone. It kind of feels like walking down an endless hallway with endless doors. Every door is the same and what's behind that door is the same as the others. I keep going though because I know at some point there will be that one door that is different and there I will truly be happy. I just feel like I know there is more to this life than what is in front of me. Does any of this make sense?? :)

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  • Arm0se

    Welcome to Is It Normal.

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  • IIN2?uestionlife

    Yea it all makes perfect sense to me. I mean I live out her in the world but I dont know how to monouver my way around...like I dont feel like I belong here. Im like a square peg in a circle. But ive learned to cope with it and even appreciate my oddness :)

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  • I feel that way too. Society is all nonsense to me and we are the enlightened ones to realize that. Just know you arent the only alien in a human body here.

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  • thegypsysailor

    Like I told someone a few weeks back, you could be one of the aliens planted here as a first wave force whose cover identity is breaking down early.
    Everything you are feeling would then make sense, right?
    Don't worry, when you are activated, you'll understand everything. Just be patient and try to blend in. It won't be long now.

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    • So much yes! Thank you for the smile

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  • kim1622

    Oh yes! I wish we could start local groups where we could get together and feel normal with our own people.

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    • My plan is to move to Alaska. I'm going to start a homestead village of like minded individuals. Feel free to join.

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  • I've talked to others about it and I always get the cocked head and the what are you talking about. It is nice to know others feel the way I do. I live in a small town so it's hard to find someone that feels the same or I can relate to about it.

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    • I don't live in a small town and feel similar to how you do. By all appearances I'm fully integrated into society.

      Don't sweat it, just like yourself for you.

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  • Aries

    pretty much how I ended up here many years ago , little fun fact

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  • Aries

    I don't feel apart of the norm or society but I learned to love myself for it and prefer it . I appreciate my separate paradigm . . . do not feel the need to fit in at all

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  • seekelp

    So you are feeling not separate from society?

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