Fear of menstrual blood?
I am a male, and I am completely terrified of menstrual blood. Nothing else about it, just the blood.
Understand the kind of guy I am and what I like; Gore, killing, blood, torture, all kinds of that stuff. I love it. I often find myself day dreaming of ways to be killed the most colorfully.
When it comes to the simplicity and naturalness of menstruation, it can completely ruin my day. I have no clue why.
My girlfriend wanted to know one day why I don't make any sort of sexual comments or anything around her time. I told her why and expected her to take it as a joke, as she did, and proceeded to ask a number of "What If" questions. I answered as best I could, unknowing EXACTLY what I would do IF any of them were to happen. She eventually told me one day she would tie me down and play "Fear Factor Without A Prize"
I told her straight out if that were to ever happen, I would kill myself.
She said she would never, and I know she would never, but to this day it scares me that the thought even crossed her mind.
The worst image I've ever had, is in that tied down position, and looking up to see her looking down at me, and smiling.
Even now typing this made me tremble.
Normal?