Fantisizing about old female friends after they hurt you.
A woman I had been friends with for quite awhile ended our friendship after she broke up with her boyfriend whom I did not get along with and she continued to tear apart some of our mutual friendships. I used to respect her for her strength and honesty, but she hurt me for no apparent reason.
Anyway, I have not fantasized about hurting her or anything, but I do have fantasies of her physically/sexually now that I never did before.
It feels as if she went from my closest friend to a demon wrapped in a piece of meat that is only good for physical pleasures. Like I just can't respect her anymore.
Is it normal to think of someone you dislike for hurting you in sexual or physical ways?