Fantasy and craving of being the best w****
Hi I am born a biological male but since my childhood I was bought up as a girl and I enjoyed it too. When I entered my teens- my first sexual fantasy was that a lady identifies my plight and lures me with a promise that I can live my life as a woman. I trust her and she starts buying me frocks, ladies hankies,purses and dresses me up. She even asks me to go to another town for studies, I go there and she is there with me. As I am about to enter college - she insists that i join a girls college, there are about 3 months for me to join and in the 3 months she completely femininizes me(i was already done but finer aspects).She starts my sex change process and I was not aware, before the 1st hormone injection. She leaves me with a guy in hotel who drugs me and rapes me entire night. Next day when I reach home -she asks me how was it and I was silent. She assures me that it was part of femininization, I then feel good. I am trained in classical dance, stiching and did my cosmetology course. By the time i complete college my sex change is complete. Then she takes me to Mumbai and she lived with me , i got a job with a cosmetics compnay and I also did part time job with a beauty parlor. The lady who owned the beauty parlor finds me extremely attractive and sexy, she asks me to wear sarees. She was good friends with the lady with whom I stayed One day she took me to a party (Sat Night), i was dressed extremley gorgeously with heavy make up and high heels and also some pills. She introduces me to a old man in teh party and he takes me for a dance to the floor, i have a drink and feel untethered. I find teh lady missing andthe old man cools me and we go out in his car and he takes to a 5 star hotel. I have soem more drinks and whn I was down with 4 drinks, he was already cosy with me. Then I undress and undress him,I do most erotic stuff with him.next day morning as we get to leave- he pays me 50000 rupees.Part of the above was fantasy Question: I have the best feeling and feel top of the world when I dream of myself as top class call girl and porn star