Family hates me

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adult
1 teenager
mother is gone
Dad probably has pancreatic cancer
2/3 siblings don't talk to me.
I swear to God I never harmed them in any way.
I once said no to a sister, she won't talk to me anymore. My brother just won't talk to me, nobody can figure that out.
My husband and teenage son lie to me constantly.
Both are (medically) mentally ill.
I am emotionally abused.
I have been for help many times, but am told it's mostly the situation I am in. (home at least)
I can't afford to live on my own.
I have always been kind, and a good friend. I am not patting my own back, I have been told this by many. I am NOT perfect . I would love to be hugged even. Doesn't happen. Yes i shower!
I am physically disabled so I can't drive. I try to find things I can do. I like to help people but volunteering is a problem , as I rarely have transportation. My self esteem is so low now I don't want to care about anyone, but it's not in me to be like that.
Boy do I sound like a whiny person.
I used to write but don't feel I am good enough now. I am wondering if I am not the person I think I am. Maybe I am mentally ill too. My husband and son say I am. Life is getting harder. I am sure there are MANY who have worse problems then me.
hugs...........

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Comments ( 14 )
  • AziraLevana
    13 years ago

    Hmm... Mentally ill people trying to tell sane people that sane people are mentally ill? As someone who's sane, I can promise you that taking the opinion of a nutter isn't wise - but I can also appreciate how worn down you must be. I am also physically disabled, and I grew up in a violent household (though as an adult I have a wonderful husband). If you're questioning your own sanity it's time to get out. I don't know where you are, but here in Australia there are resources to help people in your situation. In Australia you can check the front of the phone book for numbers of places that can help. It's scary, but I did it. I was out of home at just 16, and I survived. I wish I could help you more. :(

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  • tori
    13 years ago

    My heart is with you, consider yourself hugged!! :-)

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  • Doctor11
    9 years ago

    HUGGGGGG!!!!! C:

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  • coolio75650932
    11 years ago

    wait i got one question if your hands dont work (you said so) how did you type this? with yoir toes? if this is not a troll then wow il punch your family in the balls and if troll then thanks for making me read boring troll post crap

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  • littlemissgiggles
    12 years ago

    If I knew you I'd give a massive hug. I know how you feel, I have heaps of shit going on in my life too. :(

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  • tori
    13 years ago

    I don't think you are mentally ill. Those people are dragging you down with them. My arms are out, consider yourself hugged! Everyone needs a hug. :-D

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  • [Old Memory]
    13 years ago

    aww ..you poor thing ..come here for a hug

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  • steph19913
    13 years ago

    I'm soo sorry you are treated that way. That's so disrespectful you deserve so much better. Good luck honey

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  • UserFriendlyDrug
    13 years ago

    And you hear all those wangsting teenagers cry over their lives. Sweetie, hang in there. Things get harder, but they'll be peace when this is over. I'll hug you 1000000 times if it'll make you feel better :)

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  • Kai'Layah
    13 years ago

    my hugs go out to you! i feel for you, i really do. take some "you" time though, do something good for yourself, you deserve it.

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  • slurpeesOWN
    13 years ago

    Damn that kinda sucks but I'm there for ya

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  • yayasaga
    13 years ago

    I understand it makes people happy giving to other people but sometimes it's necessary to take care of you! You sound very caring but maybe you should try giving and doing a little more for yourself. It might help. And I would hug you you deserve it, everyone does.

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  • Mel
    13 years ago

    Keep your chin up!! I hope things get better for you. Remember to smile, & never stop being a good person..even though it seems like its getting you nowhere right now. "Karma" will come back around, just wait it out. :)

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  • sundown
    13 years ago

    thank you

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