Everything keeps freezing when im high + depersionalization/delrealizi
So the first time i got high was with a friend of mine. I probably smoked too much for it being my first time...cant really remember how much. I have already came to the conclusion that i suffered from depersonalization and derealization from this experience so im just wondering if the high i had was normal.
So i noticed i was pretty high after like twenty minutes. I started whispering for no reason and thought it was hilarious. then i started jumping and it felt like i was in the air forever, i felt pretty awesome. But then we left the location we got high at and thats when stuff started to get bad.
The place that we were at had a long stretch and as we were walking out it started to stretch really long, looked like it went on for miles. This part didnt really scare me, i was having fun with it until i realized i had absolutely no control over what i was doing. I walked the opposite direction of my friend because i like the whole tunnel affect...this is when i knew i fucked up.
I dont know how long i was walking, but i was pretty much not in the real world. I realized this when my friend called my name, i then somewhat snapped into it and turned around and tried explaining to him that im fucked up. he didnt understand what i was talking about.
Then everything froze and i became out of breath. Literaly every thing froze, me, him, everything around us. It felt like i was frozen forever. I kinda felt like i was dead or dying and i kept snapping in and out of it.every once in a wile everything would freeze and i had no way of controlling it.
Like i said before i started to suffer from depersonalization and derealization....
But then we went to chill at my house and i had to go to work in an hour or two
i didnt want to go to sleep due to the fact that i thought i wouldn't be able to wake up, my heart rate was high and im pretty sure i had a major panic attack.
(i got high again a week later and the freezing thing happened again, and my heart rate went up again.)
MAIN POINTS
1. EVERYTHING KEPT FREEZING
2. HIGH DOESNT KICK IN UNTIL WAYYYYYYY LATER
3. SNAPPING IN AND OUT OF "CONSCIOUSNESS"
4. DP/DR (lasted couple days and i almost snap into it here and there but i remind my self its just anxiety)
5. THOUGHT I WAS GOING TO DIE
So yeah just tell me if this shit is normal