Every night i go to bed, i hope i die in my sleep.

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Every night when I'm laying in bed, I hope I die in my sleep so I don't have to deal with everything going on in my life.

I'm not suicidal or anything, but I just want to die because there is so much stress and so many problems to deal with that death would be welcome.

Everyone tells me that I just need to be strong and I'll make it though, but strength can only get a person so far and I feel as if I've passed that point already.

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  • Damien_Burt
    7 years ago

    I wish sometimes to fall asleep and never wake up because I know tomorrow I have to deal with people.

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  • Smokey1D
    7 years ago

    There comes a point when you need to accept help from someone else. You are really the only one who can change the way you are doing things....but someone you trust could give you advice. But you need to listen to that advice and try what they suggest. It's not easy - but try to focus on fixing one thing at a time. You say there are so many problems to deal with? Well choose one and work on it. Then tick it off and choose a second one. And talk to someone and let them know what you"re doing and they can lend support if needed, or help you join in, or get back on track, or whatever.
    There are better times ahead - so start working on that first thing now, write down your first three targets. Start small.
    Good luck to you my friend.

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  • Gary2765
    7 years ago

    Alot of People thinks this is OK, but they don't know how People like You and Me Pray at night that We won't wake up in the morning, they have not been abused and stuff, they never had to put up with the stuff like We have, so they really don't understand why We don't want to wake up.

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  • clevertrevor1
    7 years ago

    BOOO HOOO, get a grip on life and embrace it with all its problems!

    Everybody has some sort of shit going on in there lives at some point in time, you are not special...

    What does not kill you, WILL make you stronger, grow a spine and face the World in the eyes!

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  • peterrabbyt3
    7 years ago

    I would like a blowjob just before I go to sleep then die after I go to sleep.

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  • cquigley
    7 years ago

    I even hope to get caught in a drive by or robbery. I am not going to kill myself, but wouldn't mind dying unexpectedly.

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  • [Old Memory]
    7 years ago

    Its normal but obviously you won't be dying that way. Well not unless you OD on a narcotic or something.

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  • funlovingbitch
    7 years ago

    Its the way I would like to go in my own bed next to my husband

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