Every afternoon nap, it never fails...

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... the first few seconds that I wake up thoughts of death emerges no matter what I dream about. You see, I have this fearful question that is always on my mind, and that is, after we die we probably go somewhere, let's just say heaven. But what happens after you're in heaven for a year, then 50 years, then 100 years, then a million years?

Do we just keep living on and on and on? A billion years, 500 billion years? 50 trillion years? Is there not an end? Isn't anyone else out there scared of the thought that there is no end?

I think the same thing about space. I mean, what is beyond 200 quadrillion galaxies? Does it just keep going on and on and on? Is there not a wall? But if there is a wall, what is beyond that wall? Is there not an end?

So with these two thoughts always in the back of my mind, whenever I wake from a nap it always emerges and there I am fearful on my bed.

Is there anyone else who think like this? Even if you don't, would you care to share what you think is beyond space and time? Sorry it's quite long but I'd really appreciate any response. Thanks.

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  • Nipsnuffer45
    9 years ago

    This is actually my only real fear. I find the best way to deal with it is to not thing about it. Put it out of your mind and find something else to occupy your thoughts.

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  • Sheep
    13 years ago

    live your life to its fullest extent never say no to new thing even if it looks disgusting or boring you will never regret saying yes to a new adventure or challenge but you can always wonder what if you said yes.

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  • ruralfrights
    13 years ago

    As the good book says, to know it all now would be too much to bear. We are spared from knowing too much. Yet, what awaits us will be not only bearable but at last understandable. The best I can explain: heaven, or the afterlife, is beyond time and space. It's the same concept as the Internet...cyberspace. I mean, where is it? What does it look like? Who can tell. Yet, it's one of the most revolutionary creations ever. It is not a place. A dynamic and transformational ..... Well, something. See how hard it is to explain. I believe that explanation comes close to the afterlife. Cyberspace. And I know we will be taken care of. Aren't we always? I needed to hear what I wrote tonight as well. So relax with everything and trust

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  • MicrosizeMe
    14 years ago

    Same feeling here. A nice solution is to forcibly wake yourself up from that dreamlike state and get some blood in the head

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  • jules_mae
    14 years ago

    I just try not to think about it... It sounds like you have anxiety. Sometimes when I am anxious about something it's allways on my mind. It's like no matter what I can't quit thinking about it. Maybe you should try talking to someone about how your feeling.

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