Euphoric and melancholy

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I had a dream, a dream which ties in a series of other similar violent dreams. In this dream i am walking near the outside of my friend's house and suddenly i am looking at myself walking near my friends house, as if i am having an out of body experience but it's another person who is looking at me.
I realize the person is me, watching myself, with a gun in my hand. Without thinking twice i aim the gun at the person(me) and shoot him(me) multiple times until he dies. Thats when i woke up. I tend to have casual thoughts of suicide every now and then so it might not be so unordinary, but is it?

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  • fivear
    13 years ago

    There are so many different schools of thought when it comes to dreams. Freud asserted that dreams are highly symbolic and metaphorical a way for us to work out waking desires and worries through our subconcious as we sleep. The question I would ask is how do you feel upon waking? It sounds like these dreams bother you to say the least. Sounds like maybe you are wrestling with a part of yourself or your life that is making you very unhappy. Time to identify and remove that aspect.

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  • mtnw
    14 years ago

    you are the author of your dreams, but dreams being weird, it may take forever to figure this one out. casual suicide thought..........mmmmmmm, maybe you are depressed.

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  • PoisonFlowers
    14 years ago

    Also, why are you so preoccupied with thoughts of death and suicide? It could be linked to that, but I'm not sure, because as I've already said, dreams are weird.

    Are you really okay?

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  • PoisonFlowers
    14 years ago

    Dude, it was a dream. They tend to be weird like that.

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