Drugs keep me sane

When im sober all tha f**ked up memories of my cousin molestin me when i was little come back, nd there are all these voices in my head, they all talk different, act different, nd have different outputs on everything... tha only way i can ever get it all 2 stop 4 a bit is wit drugs, like: oxys, perks, xanies, kpins, bud (slows sh*t down), nd WAY more.... idk whut 2 do...i skitz out nd punch walls nd wanna kill myself when im sober... is this normal?

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44% Normal
Based on 25 votes (11 yes)
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