Doing makeup makes me stressed?

I believe I have an makeup addiction— I can’t imagine myself leaving the house without it. However, feel extremely stressed over it. I’ll worry about my foundation being clumped, my eyeliner being crooked, etc.
I do not believe I have OCD, but I can’t accept my makeup unless it’s perfectly applied. This makes it even more difficult for me as my hands tend to shake when I’m stressed.
I wake up every morning feeling a crawling dread as well as uncontrollable anxiety. Why do I feel like this?

(Please don’t tell me to “stop wearing makeup”, or anything similar. I would simply like some opinions, thank you!)