Does my boyfriend really cares....
I am 23'years old. And I am in a relationship. Me and my boyfriend been together since 2007.. And I have two kid's with him. So anyways my boyfriend had got shot by and old friend of his in NOV 2008 and every since this had happen to my boyfriend... His just not the same with me... Like we be laying on the same bed every night.. and we don't even mess around.. And this been going on since 2008.. he doesn't even really kisses me are hugs me... And I haven't even had sex with hinm since 2008.. Put it this way the last time I had sex with my boyfriend was in late april 2008 we got pregnant.. All my boyfrind does is foo around with me like going down on me most of the time.. And I'm like so sick of that.. And when I have try to talk to him about this stuff he just get really mad at me and tells me to shut up and if I don't like something about him then I should just move on.. He makes me soo sad like how can I just move on.. I now have two kids with him.. When I do think about leaving him I feel so scared like I don't no what to do. And also i be talking to and ex's of mine and omg I really miss this guy like so bad and I be thinking about his like most of the time and I even think about the sex we use to have.. Um mean like he was the best I ever had In bed. Lol just thinking about the sex gets me hot.. So as you can see I really need some help!! So plaese hlep me.. what should I do?????