Does a high male libido freak out most women

At the risk of sounding boastful, I wish to discuss a serious problem which is affecting my ability to be in a relationship. This thing surely makes me feel proud of myself but is the same reason for my single status.

I'm 30 now and never had a committed girlfriend to have regular sex with. I did have one serious, long-term relationships during my early youth but we never had sex intending to save it for the marriage which unfortunately, never happened as we broke it off. Now in hindsight, it was a wise decision because even she would have walked away after discovering the sexual side of me.

I first lost my virginity with a prostitute when I was 23. Before that, I didn't even know how to masturbate. This gave me an immense rise in confidence and I started approaching lots of women for sex. And I've been lucky everytime but none of these women wanted to go through the drill all over again.

For example, I was once in the middle of a sex session with a 4'11" girl. Within 5 minutes, she started screaming in pain and scratched me with her nails in the middle of the session. She was saying something to the tune of "slowly, slowly" which I failed to understand. She literally bit me to free herself from my grip and walked away from the room with just a towel on her body. I never heard of her again.

Another time, I was doing anal to a portly, 5'9" woman. She seemed strong and healthy and claimed to have a huge sexual appetite. We were already done for 40 minutes and I wasn't about to stop. She was begging me to but the beast in me would not relent. Please, don't read it as a B-grade porn movie stuff. Being strong, this woman threw me off the bed and made a dash out of the WINDOW. Yes, I'm not joking, she ran for her life as if she were possessed by a Phantom. Needless to say, I never saw her again.

I have been lucky enough to enjoy sex with a variety of women: masseuse, front desk executives, Yoga instructor, TV actress, running athlete; however, my only aim has been to meet my perfect sexual match. Someone who would have as much libido as me. But, the average woman always freaks out when we get down to sex. So many times I have been called stuff lie "beast", "freak" "wild animal", and that's not in a cute, affectionate way!

Some women started crying in pain begging me to leave them alone. It really comes to them as a nasty surprise because I look like an average man, 5'9" and 180 lb. I don't look fat but have a lot of bone weight around my abdomen region.

I really wanna be in a serious relationship. I don't know what should be my dating criteria. The only time I didn't get thrown out of bed was when I was doing this female athlete. She was a long-distance Marathon runner which meant she'd had endurance and stamina training. Her energy levels were perfect for me and I felt like I had met my match. It was the best sex both of us ever had as it lasted a total of 22 hours over a 2-day weekend. And I still wanted more. She was very happy with my performance and everything but simply said, "There's more to life than sex. I don't think we can continue. I don't want to continue with you. I'll just happily cherish this memory." WOW why didn't she want another marathon round!

I don't really understand what should be my relationship criteria. I have an abnormal libido and when I don't find a sexual female, I have to masturbate that day. I can still masturbate 45-50 times in a day if there is absolutely nothing to do. However, I'm a busy professional and have work to earn a living. Still, I manage to jerk off 2-3 times in a day.