Do you have a crush during school life

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Do you have one? No matter they were your friend, teacher, principal or gardener. Love is an amazing feeling that can change our dynamite emotion. You just can't help it. I have a crush on my friend. His long chin was to die for. I also had a crush on my teacher. He's a Thai man. That tall stature and manliness were to die for. He looked a lil' bit like my favourite fictional character. He didn't know about this of course. Well, I can term myself as a pedrofile for liking someone who are older than me despite the huge age difference. It's just an uncontrollable feeling though.
Oh well, I want to know if you had a crush on someone during school life. That's the main question. Share them with me.

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  • [Old Memory]
    9 years ago

    Meeeeeh, not really a crush...I don't think. There was girl in High School who I used to know. This was back when I was pretty terrible looking (really terrible). She liked me, it was obvious. She would try sit next to me, her friends would try to get me to sit next to her and would move to the other side of their friend line at the desks just so I could sit next to her, we would have a fun time together, and so on. She was really innocent which I thought was rare, atleast in my highschool. I was too carefree for relationships, though. I liked her but most of our time I was too care free to want something serious.

    Then I found out I was moving in about half a year's time so even if I wanted to be with her I knew it would be pointless. She kept on saying how I affected her personality. Telling me how her mother would ask her where this new positive personality came from and she said that it came from me. I don't think I told her that during the time she was probably the one positive thing in my life. Just like a ball of light if that isn't too cheesy to say. I couldn't see any faults with her. Innocent, nice, fun, and I loved to make her laugh.

    She waited for so long for me to ask her out, so her friend told me, but I was moving so it would not only fuck me up if I took it to the next level just to leave but I didn't like that I would be doing the same to her because I didn't want to make her sad.

    Then around the last one or two months a new guy came in to the picture. Suddenly she would offer him my seat in class. She would spend time with him and didn't even bother with me as a friend. That was crushing. She was the only person I really felt wanted me around, even if it was just as a friend, and I got tossed away entirely. Just imagine that. Family troubles with abuse, not feeling like you really connected with someone, and then the one person you felt like you did and even loved that you refused to act on those feelings because you didn't want to hurt them, threw you away. For the first amount of time I wanted to cry, I won't lie. After that I kicked myself. I convinced myself that I didn't need them and that maybe I did have strong feelings for them but they were feelings for the person I thought they were. So after about a month later I got rid of those feelings for her. I don't know how I did it but I did. Even now I feel nothing for her.

    That was about the time family events happened and I ended up becoming who I am today. So everything crashed around me. I told myself I wouldn't let it happen again and it hasn't since. ^_^

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    • Angelmikeal
      9 years ago

      am not gonna cry i wont i am too strong think happy thoughts

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      • [Old Memory]
        9 years ago

        Don't cry. I didn't. ^_^

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    • thegildedfallacy
      9 years ago

      Also, my mum's often verbally and emotionally abusive. I frequently feel like she despises me. So there's that.

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    • thegildedfallacy
      9 years ago

      Hey.
      So I was mooching around older posts, and by fluke stumbled across this comment of yours. I don't know, I guess because we've been talking a bit recently, I felt compelled to say something. Besides, I can actually relate to quite a bit of this.

      During school, I had a small cluster of close friends. Albeit, my best friend by far was this incredible boy I'd grown up with since birth. It was always he and I, for years and years; we were practically conjoined at the hip, we were thick as thieves.

      At my 5th birthday party, he was dressed as Peter Pan, while I was Wendy in tulle and silk; in my mind, he will always remain as a paragon of innocence and the embodiment of youth. Sometimes it still grieves me to accept that somebody I grew up with like a brother could cast me off so callously, so unceremoniously, as we entered adolescence. It injured me even more, because I'd actually fallen in love with him at an early age, but decided to stay mum throughout our entire friendship for fear of severing our bond. I suppose it is one of the more unfortunate facets of humanity: people can be egocentrically fickle, and are liable to change. I guess he just grew out of me, too, as he aged.

      Anyway, I really hope everything's good with you now, particularly in terms of the issues at home you mention. My first relationship when I was thirteen was actually a mentally and sexually abusive one, and a living hell. My ex stalked me, followed me home from school, you name it. He also turned out - well, he even admitted it himself - to have paedophilic fantasises that he was projecting onto me (he was only two years older, mind you). That really messed me up for a while, although I consider myself perfectly fine now. Of course, this doesn't mean I've experienced what you have; I have no idea what you've been through. I merely mention it as I'm aware of how insidious and nuanced abuse is, how it can range from little comments to big actions. I know I'm just some silly wallflower, but regardless, I'm here if you ever want to talk. :)

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      • [Old Memory]
        9 years ago

        Well I guess we can be lonely together. :P Ooo, that reminds me of a song:
        https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZgEAo73RTBA
        Awesome song. :)

        Meh, I suppose things are better. I'm too apathetic to care much about the stuff that happens here now. Sorry to hear about your first relationship experience. I only had one relationship...It was for a skateboard. Before you think I'm a complete piece of shit, it was her idea. I wanted a Skateboard and asked what she would want for it and she said she'd give me it if I went out with her. >_>

        Sheesh. Your ex seems like a freak. '_'

        Aha, don't worry about it. To be honest what I explained above wasn't even the worst of it. Went through more when I was even younger. Ah, but that's life. Shit happens and I'll just deal with it. :D

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        • thegildedfallacy
          9 years ago

          You know, being lonely with you actually sounds pretty swell. It could be part of our whole villain/villainess schtick; two lonely, morally questionable souls traversing the desecrated lands of IIN. Hmm. :)

          Your positivity is admirable. What can I say, I try my best to keep my chin up.

          Yeah, I'm pretty certain he was at least somewhat psychopathic. The whole thing was tainted with sadism. At age thirteen, that sort of crap's enough to make you feel dubious about/indifferent to relationships for at least the rest of your teenage years.

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    • Anonymous Post Author
      9 years ago

      That's a terrible plot twist there. I feel bad for you. It's good that you get over your feeling toward her though.

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  • Arm0se
    9 years ago

    Ya. I found out what a horrible, jealous, and insecure person I am. I hated it so very much.

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  • kingofcarrotflowers
    9 years ago

    I did, her name was Jessica, sat next to her in English and ended up passing notes, then to hanging out at lunch and sitting next to each other in all the classes we were in ( or try to depending on the teachers )

    She was pretty short, cute and had dyed red hair, hmm, come to think of it that may be where I got my thing for redheads, anyway we had a close music taste and she was really funny, no one could make me laugh like her, we had all these in jokes, basically, you know how you can sit at a group and the annoyding two of them will be having an almost private public chat in inside jokes that almost seems like code? That'd be us

    Eventually we swapped numbers and started hanging out outside of school, I found her attractive from the beginning but for some reason didn't have feelings for her until this point, well, a tiny thing after a while but it was seeing her outside of the usual environment that somehow made the feelings real, of course by this point we were firmly just friends.

    Being friends while having a big crush on her lasted around 5 months, as I got to know her a bit better I did find that she could be pretty rude to people who didn't deserve it but I think my crush kind of glossed over it, then one day at lunch another guy from our English class sits at the table and says that our English teacher thought me and jess were going out, to which some one said half the school thought we were going out, she replied with

    " ewww no "

    Followed by a half assed

    " no offence "

    That was when I knew to move on, literally

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  • Cliche1234
    9 years ago

    I guess not all people have sugar and rainbow moments when having a crush during school life. That's unfortunate.

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  • Angelmikeal
    9 years ago

    i had on crush on four different girls in highschool and senior high 2 i guess never noticed me the other 2 chose my best friend over me.yup that hurt more than getting kicked in the nuts i think that situation made me able to adapt to love to the pain of rejection and heartbreak but those are nothing compared to what i felt when they chose my best friend that was as fun as getting kicked in the nuts.

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  • RoseIsabella
    9 years ago

    :-/

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    • Anonymous Post Author
      9 years ago

      Lol.

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