Do i want love?

I'm almost 20 and I'm a virgin,never dated never kissed a girl,never asked a girl out or been asked out(ps I'm a guy). but the thing is i care only sometimes and others i don't ,in fact the very idea of any of this makes me sick. hell i've actually tried to make it so i have no emotion what so ever and ive slowly been doing this (out of instinct) since after i first had interest in any of this crap (so about 6-7 years or less). but either way i want to try then the rest of the day its a no, sometimes my main reason is sex but that's f**king worthless (especially on its own)so i think 4 get it ,other times (I'm getting sick just thinking this ) its possibly love i want or maybe that's just a delusion created by the desire for sex(but not always). these and many other thoughts ramble through my head each day and make me glad to say these words. "i will be alone forever till the day i die,and then alone some more",tell me what is normal about this,( i dare u to try)

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Based on 66 votes (35 yes)
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  • bongabud

    being in love con be cool but it makes you terriblely paranoid like for me my girlfriend she could do better and we both love eachother but i do get scared especially at the moment a few other guys like her and it would kill me

    so it can be normal to not want to love as it could prevent you from alot of pain

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  • St.PeppersLonelyHeartsClub

    Im 19 never had a boyfriend, kiss or fallin in love (btw im a girl) like you. But I think falling in love would be the best thing ever, to have someone to talk to and be there for you. I know all guys think about is sex, and trust me girls to as well, but I think you've been alone so long you think it will never happen. I think you will find someone, but you have to stop thinking that you won't or don't want to. I'm sure your a cool guy, you just have to be willing to meet someone and put yourself out there. I hope everything works out for you, good luck!

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    • Proudfear

      "I think falling in love would be the best thing ever"

      why?

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  • MASTERanswer

    raaigghhtt...

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  • nah dude ya dont want love theres no such thing lol but a girlfriend aint too bad so dont worry ur time will come for all these things and tbh its better means u dont ave to go through teenage "love" and since ur an adult u have more things to do with a partner :)

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  • thehollywood

    I think its kinda attractive to be a virgin i say just dont think about things so much and everything will happen in time. Also no offense but maybe try doing something different like ask a sister, aunt, or close guy friend to help make you over and see how things workout!

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  • HaywoodUSuchmeov

    You don't want love. Trust me. Stay in lust.

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    • Proudfear

      lol u sound like a few people i know lol

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