Do i want love?
I'm almost 20 and I'm a virgin,never dated never kissed a girl,never asked a girl out or been asked out(ps I'm a guy). but the thing is i care only sometimes and others i don't ,in fact the very idea of any of this makes me sick. hell i've actually tried to make it so i have no emotion what so ever and ive slowly been doing this (out of instinct) since after i first had interest in any of this crap (so about 6-7 years or less). but either way i want to try then the rest of the day its a no, sometimes my main reason is sex but that's f**king worthless (especially on its own)so i think 4 get it ,other times (I'm getting sick just thinking this ) its possibly love i want or maybe that's just a delusion created by the desire for sex(but not always). these and many other thoughts ramble through my head each day and make me glad to say these words. "i will be alone forever till the day i die,and then alone some more",tell me what is normal about this,( i dare u to try)