Do i stop believing?

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19 years old

Been gaming all my teenage years

Eyes look dead if I look sleepy or tired

Teeth cruckard, may have gum disease, recently sortve fixed halitosis

Long face - looks ugly in very close up pictures,

Hair ' Sometimes okay scared if I cut it short my long open square face would make me look even more ugly

No friends left, distanced everyone

Failed year of university, bailed last 3 months because I didnt want to do it too much stress wanted to feel free.

been on break 3 months by lieing to parents saying it was a compulsory break"

Cant trust dad anymore.

Got no-where in gaming

Juggled 3 sports THROUGH age 7-16 switched to tennis due to confidence issues now currently no sport "my mind thinks it may be because im not physically capable" - my nature is to be #1 no matter what I do aslong as I love doing it - competitive driven

1month until I can fix my teeth)

Got going for me -> ♡

Ex-model recently broke up with me, no reason given not sure if it was the way I looked, not sure if I can pick up those beautiful girls or they just wanted a little fun.

She said she loved me first, said I was the missing piece shes been trying to find and made me pinkie promise not to run away. (After break-up) went into my weakest state and she didnt care to help me out.

Guys honestly my promise is the strongest part about me. I will not give up period. Ive got absolutely no one and hit hard in every sense possible, mentally etc...

Being the best person I can be is what im all about I cant achieve that looking ugly I just lose all faith, I respect values and morals highly, I could use some help ;( someone to believe in me, its all i ever wanted.

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Comments ( 21 )
  • Aliceee93
    9 years ago | pl

    Just a small town girl,
    Livin' in a lonely world,
    Took the midnight train going anywhere,
    Just a city boy,
    Born and raised in south Detroit,
    He took the midnight train going anywhere.
    Don't stop believing
    Hold on to that feeeeeling.
    Woooooo

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    • Faceless
      9 years ago

      youre awesome!

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      • Aliceee93
        9 years ago

        High 5!

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    • Something_Recognizable.
      9 years ago

      I hate that song.

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      • Aliceee93
        9 years ago

        Shhhh,

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  • anti-hero
    9 years ago

    I stopped reading after "been gaming all my teenage years" that was enough for me to know you should stop believing.

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    • Something_Recognizable.
      9 years ago

      You got yourself a good head on your shoulders, boyo.

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      • anti-hero
        9 years ago

        One on the end of my dick as well.

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  • plainsight90
    9 years ago

    As far as halitosis goes, it is real despite whatever that douchcat guy said. Use a tongue scraper or toothbrush to brush it and make sure you don't have tonsil stones.

    Also, you described yourself as looking like Jim Halpert. And that's not a bad thing ;)

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  • Tommythecat.
    9 years ago

    Halitosis isn't a real thing. It was made up to sell mouth wash years ago.

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    • green_boogers
      9 years ago

      Ditto with tongue scrapers.

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      • Tommythecat.
        9 years ago

        Is that so.

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        • green_boogers
          9 years ago

          I ain't asking and I ain't telling. But, halitosis has been the ruin of many a poor boy

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          • Tommythecat.
            9 years ago

            It's nothin but lies!

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            • green_boogers
              9 years ago

              "Arrrrggg" grumbled the dragon.

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  • EccentricWeird
    9 years ago

    Would you also like to tell us your favorite color?

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  • green_boogers
    9 years ago

    Wow man, delusions of failure. Easy to accomplish if you decide to be a drifter.

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  • thegypsysailor
    9 years ago

    First off, looks aren't everything. You should give yourself a bit of a break in that department.I doubt you could be much uglier than Lyle Lovitt and he was with Julia Roberts. Billy Bob Thornton was married to Angelina Jolie and he is no looker.
    As for school and other "hard" things in life; well that's just a matter of application, isn't it? If someone wants something enough then they will try very hard to make it be. Quitting is not the answer to any problem.
    Sounds like you are pretty low now, and that is great news! The only place you can go from here is up, right?

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  • plainsight90
    9 years ago

    Steve Buscemi is ugly. We all know who he is though.

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  • lolol555
    9 years ago

    You sure write in a funny way. It'd be easier if you paragraphed and made it flow rather than making a gap after every sentence. You just make it longer to read that way.

    Plus, how many stories do you need to make on this site, man? They seem more like blog posts to me tbh. You should set up a blogging thing if you want to do that.

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  • sadpanda19yearsolddepressed
    9 years ago

    Turquoise, nah honestly.

    I believe its more of a self acceptance issue I have. People have told me I look handsome, and results show but whenever I see myself in a camera or video I just cant look at myself.

    My mind is deep enough to analyse every small psychological detail and its like I switch from awkward to extremely confident from time to time. Im not here to seek sympathy, here to find out whats wrong and if its worth it...

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