Do i have insomia?
I'm 22 y/o. For like 6 years, normally I sleep after 12 a.m.
I tried to sleep earlier but I can't.
When, I try to make my self sleep, there are a lot of things running on my mind.
During weekends or any rest day, I always wake up after noon.
And during work days, I can wake up to 7:00 a.m sharp even I had slept for just 2-3 hours.
There are times that I feel the need to drink alcohol for me to be able to sleep.
There are also times, that I go to work without having any sleep for like 24-36 hours.
Months ago, drinking was working (sleeping earlier). But currently, no matter how many beers I have drank, I can't sleep. I can sleep like if I'm so relax (which is very rare) or very drunk (which would take a lot of beers). Being relax would work but that, for me, would be so rare. And I can't choose being drunk to go to sleep, because the problem now would be waking up early, which I rarely do when I'm drunk.
I'm scared. Seriously. Am I insomniac? I don't want to be. I kept denying it from people, but it is obvious.
I'm tired, there were times that I almost cried because of it. And recently, I am having flash back about me, crying because I can't sleep. And I really remember it. I woke up my Mom, and she just told me that close my eyes and relax. I wish I still had that dependence with my Mom.
Note: I'm writing this now, 4:00 am here and I drunk.
Yes, you need to start getting rid of it | 17 | |
No, it happens to everyone | 8 | |
Maybe, I am not really sure | 8 |