Do i have a mental problem? in your own knowledge, what could it be?

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I easily get obsess with things I'm interested in (I'm aware of the exact meaning of obsession).
I have lot of phobias, and by "lot", I really mean a lot of phobias (which make them think that I'm a pussy).

This last 4 months, I usually get depressed at night and in daylight I feel very active or drowsy and irritated by minimal reason (but just inside me, because I don't want someone to get hurt or to lose our relationship, even though the right side is on me). When I'm alone, I tend to converse with myself in my mind (I mean, real conversation, I hope you get my point). I always feel anxious. I always feel very guilty when I said something even though it means nothing to her/him/them. Sometimes, death occurs in my mind, and it makes me think that it is okay to kill myself because after that there is a new life to rise, a better one.

sometimes, I'm deluding and hallucinating (but not at the same time), and I'm aware of that after it.

I can't go to a counsel/psychosolgist/psychiatrist/therapist because I don't know if I can pay the fees.

do I have a problem mentally?

yes, you have - *please specify* 2
no, you haven't, it is normal 3
yes, but i'm not sure what could it be 11
maybe 10
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  • ProseAthlete
    11 years ago

    No one on IIN can diagnose you, but it's worth seeing a counselor. Some work for lower pay or work through your school. Insurance might be able to help, too. If nothing else, you can get help dealing with your phobias and anxiety.

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    • adrianhansen1212
      11 years ago

      I'm aware of that, I didn't came here for some unprofessional diagnoses, maybe I'm just trying to form a theory/hyphotesis OR maybe someone here in IIN could relate or have/had experience/d the same as what I'm experiencing now. And maybe he/she/they had been diagnosed. And then he/she/they could share it to me, but NOT as an diagnosis for me, as an IDEA. And then boila, off to a professional I go. Because this paranoia of having a mental illness is really driving me crazy(metaphorically). I'm also tired of having a million thoughts and spoke only ten out of it. Then form and believe in some conspiracies and scientific theories even I don't have the degree. And then BHAH aND BAH>.... I CAN'T TYPE EXACTLY WHAT'S ON MY MIND RIGHT NOW.

      please don't get me wrong, the rage is not for you.

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  • King_Felix_IV
    10 years ago

    Your description sounds uncannily like me. I have many phobias, of swimming pools, dolls (old ones in particular), darkness...the list goes on.
    I am really easily bothered by tiny things, but suffer in silence so as to appear normal.
    All my teachers tell me I am extremely intelligent, but that I am an under achiever because I don't spend enough time on school work.
    I engage in quite complex conversations and even the odd dispute with myself. When I get depressed I commit suicide multiple times in my head, normally jumping of a cliff of shooting myself. There are plenty of other weird things which I won't go into for lack of time.
    If you saw me in the street, you would just think i'm an ordinary person. Nobody knows about this, and I would never volunteer to tell anyone.
    If you get a sensible diagnosis, please post it here as it may be relevant to me.

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  • MisaMeow
    11 years ago

    I felt the same way! *hugs* finaly, I found the people who had this similar problem. T~T

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    • adrianhansen1212
      11 years ago

      any idea what could this be?

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