Do hotwives husbands really want to fuck other women

My husband and I have adopted the "Hotwife" lifestyle. There has been a little hesitance on my (Mrs) part as I have no desire to EVER see him have relations or sex with any other womean at all. We have been around the swinging lifestyle and have lightly played and did not have any desire to see him turning another woman on and pleasuring her or her pleasuring him in any way. At first the flirting between him and others is hot yet actually seeing him get soo excited and wanting to f745 another woman and fantasize about them makes my stomach turn. My husband is very hot and many woman are always all over him. He brought up the "Hotwife" Lifestyle as I am not into women and I think thats wonderful...Hooray...I love cock as I am in my prime and my alter ego usually prevails and SLUTWIFE is alive!!! The story telling and virtual f830586 we have had with possible could be-boytoys has been undeniably hot and awesome. My husband repetitively says I have no desire to be or fuck any other women whatsoever...yet is scorpio and half italian with an enormous porn addiction. There have been incidences where I have found out he had been carrying on somewhat of a relationship with a couple and saw and read his emails to her husband how he would suck him to fuck her and how he has been soo turned on by his wife and he wanted to fuck her soooo insanley bad and my intuition says that he did meet them and literally did fuck her and carried on with them until I found out about it although he denied he ever did anything. In the back of my mind I keep asking...how hippocritical would it be of me to be a "hotwife" knowing I could never be willing to offer the same opportunity for my husband one day. Is he just trying to say he likes that to divert my attention to boytoys so he can carry on with his latino fascination..as I am 6ft tall blonde hair and green eyes. After a while he will get tired of me having the toys and him while we still have sex he has no new material to mindfuck and play with and then I feel will become resentful to me due to the openly -expressed known fact that I do not want to see that....any advice would be appreciated as I have battled with this for some time......xoxoxoxo Mrs.....