Do all straights question sexuality?
As a woman who identifies as straight I have wondered if im a lesbian. I have no female friends as women make me nervous so its hard to say for sure when im not around other women a lot but there's so many more attractive women than there are men.
I only have male friends and all of them has wanted to date me but I am not attracted to them. I have tried to be and i've thought i've had a crush on each one of them at random times. But I am disgusted by the touch of men. I don't have sex with men. I've been close to but I am grossed out by the ugly bodies of men and the idea of pleasuring a man as I want no man to experience pleasure thanks to me. I've fallen in love with men but whenever they've showed feelings in return such as kissing me i've been annoyed and grossed out. I'm sick of pretending to care about men and their boring hobbies and fake laugh at their jokes. I date men because because it's easier than to find a girlfriend. I find men attractive of course as I am not face blind but if they would keep their distance physically that would be great. Who else has felt this about the opposite gender?