Disturbing thoughts iin?
Okay so I don't think this is normal but I was hoping I could get some feedback, like advice anyway.
I'm a writer. I like to do creative writing in my spare time, so I'm always playing out different scenarios in my head that I might want to happen in my stories.
But more than half of the time I'll start playing a scene in my head that I know I don't even want in the book. I like to play the worst case scenarios in my head of what would happen to my main characters.
I don't know why, but I like having the worst of things happen to my characters mentally (but sometimes physically too). I tear them down in every possible way I can think of until they have a mental breakdown. Something about seeing a person so mentally weak and emotionally broken just totally appeals to me.