Disturbing thoughts iin?

Okay so I don't think this is normal but I was hoping I could get some feedback, like advice anyway.

I'm a writer. I like to do creative writing in my spare time, so I'm always playing out different scenarios in my head that I might want to happen in my stories.

But more than half of the time I'll start playing a scene in my head that I know I don't even want in the book. I like to play the worst case scenarios in my head of what would happen to my main characters.

I don't know why, but I like having the worst of things happen to my characters mentally (but sometimes physically too). I tear them down in every possible way I can think of until they have a mental breakdown. Something about seeing a person so mentally weak and emotionally broken just totally appeals to me.

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  • allstarbunny

    Well then I would be a buffet for you in reality.. (:

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  • ucipher8

    You have this ability to imagine in your mind and then, recreate through words. Maybe you have this issue where you struggle with whats real or fake, i recommend you get an editor! Or a friend.

    I could compare you to a literary genius, personally i am not a fan of horror movies. Unless, I'm on a date!

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  • always2ambivalent

    I think a lot of people are like this. If you have a creative mind and enjoy doing this, then I don't see a problem.

    If these disturbing thoughts are bothering you or turning into negative actions, then it might be a problem. Just keep being creative and writing stories. Don't be too concerned with these disturbing thoughts if they aren't affecting you negatively.

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  • aos234216

    Sounds exactly like me. I also love torturing my characters and then releasing them by killing them. Tragedies/sadness/death appeals to me.

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  • Pisslan616

    Stare at the tv
    Cus tragedy thrills me
    Whatever flavour it happens to be like
    Killed by the husband
    Drowned by oshion
    Shot by his own son

    We all feed
    On tragedy
    Misery vampires

    very badly quoted tool song

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