Did this really happen, am i a strange submissive?

Way back in July 1994, I went to a house party
in Bath. My mate took me who knew the guy
organising the party, but I knew nobody.

Karl, my mate vanished with some bird, but I was left with three girls. The girls were very close friends, and just seemed to love to chat to guys and get drunk. They were not
interested in me, I felt this, but just enjoyed
their company. The girls went off somewhere
and i did not see them for over 4 hours
(until I explain shortly)

The party was not wild, just a group of 40+ people, mainly guys who worked for this
company in Oxford somewhere. Odd party but
friendly and to me 'meaninglss'

Mr Fowldes, i thnk the chaps name was, did not
know his first name, but he offered me a bed for the night in his spare room. A clean double bed in a good sized room. so about at a guess 230 am I went to bed.

About 430am, the three girls came into the room, and one guy waking me up. The guy was so steamed, he sat on the arm chair and was out of it.

The girls got undressed, and the one girl demanded who gave me permission to get in the bed. The one dragged me out, while the three got in the bed. The dominant girl was 5"8" while the others were mich shorter and all slim.

All three were pissed, and laughing. The dominant girl said some thing like, 'May as well join us' so I did, reluctantly.

When I got in, the dominant one said, 'now get out' but started being rough with me. She then made me smell one of the other girls farts by shoving my face into her ars. The smell was horrific. I can recall being squashed for a while, and having my hair pulled. She was mick taking saying how sexy i am etc... I was scared and excited at the same time.

I cannot recall what the third girl was like or doing in the bed. The other two were horrible to me, then said if I do not get out
of this bed, they would beat me up and piss
on me. The dom girl did hit me and spit in my face.

I got out, got dressed and was from there about
6am in the morning. I got a train from bath
back home at the time in Hereford.

In 2004, I was in Bath, but revisted the house
in Landsdown Road, and felt a chill as I recalled the events, which do upset me to this day. Upset in a way as i enjoyed it as well
as being scared to death. Memories
came flooding back, as I doubted if this all happened. Can recall attempting to blank it out.

Your comments would be valued, as to what you think, and is it normal to enjoy looking
back at this wierd story