Did i smoke something bad?
I started smoking marijuana about a year ago, and I do it spiritually. Not for any other reason. I feel even moreso when I'm by myself and I'm smoking. I smoked with a group of people I didn't feel comfortable with and felt a freakish sense of doom, like something wasnt right. For me, this isnt normal because my highs are normally very clear and I can keep the "connection" if anyone knows what I mean. I felt like I was having lapses, going from being connected to being completely terrified. In and out, in and out. Ever sense, I've felt shaky, confused, unable to hold a conversation without feeling extremely paranoid. It kind of stinks. I'm very self conscious now, I look over my shoulder, wondering whos gonna read my mind next! lol, but seriously. I'm not going to change my beliefs over this, I'm just concerned and was wondering if anyone else has had this type of experience? It's been bothering me for some time now, I still feel my connection but when I'm around other people, I still feel that same sense of doom, someones reading my mind, they think I'm "bad", etc. Not fun. Is this normal??