Did i go to hell?

I'm getting the feeling I'm not on earth, I'm not alive, I'm in hell.

I must've died and went to hell, as a child or teenager it was earth before and when you're dead you don't even know you're dead, you think you're alive, when you're in hell or heaven you won't even know it, you think this is neither heaven nor hell.

And since when is Tuesday an unfortunate day of the week?

People dobbing any of us in to the cops, doesn't that sound to you like everyone's a punk?

Gay men being given a hard time, a friend saving the gay's life, a gay saving a straight man's life, these people are bloody heroes!

Hell loves its heroes, there's an angel and that could be your poofter friend, that would at some point save your life.

I'm not whinging about a terrible world, I'm saying purity, coming from ordinary people are angels, and therefore are worthy of worship, there's no non-physical reality, there's only the religious reality that 1. these people are saviours of God, and 2. that if nothing saves you, religion will, do you think it's fiction? There's only one true religion, it's Angelici, the worship of angels, no, it doesn't mean jealousy or committing sins.

You see angels everywhere, like your mother, or that patriot who's always nice to you, and all that. If you think this stuff is fiction, because it's interpreted literally without taking it in its symbolic meaning you're a fool.

God isn't a spirit, it's you who those heroes save, because you're God you're being given another life, so it can't all be hell all the time.