Desperat need of help!!!!!!

There are two very old aphorism that you should ponder:

"Listen much, speak little, write less."

"Better to remain silent and let people think you're stupid than to open your mouth and remove all doubt."

These old sayings hang around because they are TRUE.

I feel exactly the same way. It's pure anxiety and it sucks. It makes us feel dumb because we obsess over the anxiety and spend less time reading and becoming intelligent. I am going through this pain with you bro.

I have Anxiety Disorders and it sounds the same as what I get like before I have a panic attack.

meditation

I want to mention this also before I add further, I find it very interesting that we are very similar. I used to be the class clown, very witty, quick with comebacks and all that. When life started to hit me as it does for most teenagers, I became more introspectve and reserved. And now like you I have trouble being myself (whatever that means).

First of all the nervousness, uncertainty and what not. Do not be overwhlemed, it s normal in the sense that it happens to people of all walks of life. It happend to me, I used to have major panic attacks. I remained committed to solving my problems, and to deal with stress in a functional manner. I found a guy named Charles Linden, google him if youdo need help dealing with anxiety. Worth every penny, truly does work. I'm living proof.

Secondly the social situation, google David wygant, excllent source to begin studying how to overcome certain social obstacles you may have.

I know I may sound like a salesman pushing all these gurus on you, but trust me they are excellent sources.

Take care let me know how it goes, or if you have any more questions.

Yeah ditch the weed.

I agree, it sounds like an axiety issue. i can relate to part of what you're saying and that's what it was with me.

I became withdrawn and quiet and didn't feel like I had anything to contribute. And when I said something, I didn't like it and wished I could take it back. Often I'd ponder what I'd said for days afterwards. Listening to others became harder too, like I wasn't understanding things I should have. I wondered "how do they come up with this stuff to say?" It all seemed beyond me, even though I knew this was basic interaction I used to be okay at.

i recommend seeing a professional, they will understand this immediately and can prescribe you medication for anxiety and suggest cognitive & relaxation exercises.

Good luck

I think you should talk to someone professional who might be able to help you get to the bottom of this.

Also, quit the weed and whatever else you maybe be taking.

have you considered anxiety maybe you are just anxious there are solutions for anxiety. try relaxation

thats what happend tome too.
I drank and smoke ( both) and then came the day I wanted no attention by ppl, just wanted to chill.
Was annoyed by ppl that "copied" me cause i was soo cool, just wanted that to stop.
so i stoped socializing and stayed at home and thats what it is till now.
2 years have pased and nothing changed so better get some prof help, thats not changing from allone