Depression, suicidal.

And magically reappears when u turn 22?! No. I'm sorry I don't think it takes a doc to advise u to ignor the previous comment. Some people are just ignorant. Teen angst...idiot. Anyway def talk to someone. If u don't have a friend or relative u trust enough go see a doc. If they say bi polar after one visit, don't pay and find a diff one. I wanna die. In fact just last night I contemplated for hours. Then I realized I don't want to die, I want to b in control of my emotions and feelings and if it means time to understand so be it. But the only way u can really get help is if u really want it. There are so many simple beautiful things to live for and with. I hope u talk to someone. I'd say good luck but u don't need it. Everyone has smthng to offer some just need help figuring out what that is. I'm sorry u r going through this

No matter how bad you feel now, it's not worth killing yourself over. it can be hard to believe if you're really down, but things will get better, regardless of what anyones said to you. if you're feeling suicidal, you'd probably be best speaking to a professional about how you feel, therapy and medication can help with depression, if that's what your problem is.
also, with the help of others, i think you should try to stop cutting. as I'm sure you know, it can be very addictive, and the longer you cut the harder it'll be to stop, and if you cut for a prolonged period often you're going to have to go to more and more extreme measures just to get the same effect, or even just to feel normal. self harming doesn't necessrily mean you'll kill yourself, but it definitely can't help your emotional state in the long run.
Most importantly, don't try to go through this on your own. it's hard enough to cope with support, and even harder on your own. it's good that you know your family care about you: would you be able to talk to them about how you feel? even if you're nervous about seeing a therapist, they might be able to help you.

First of all, you can't bloody diagnose bipolar disorder from a paragraph. So shut it. No manic symptoms were indicated anyways, so your full of shit, irresponsibly giving medical advice.
God.
To the original poster, go to a doctor, or a mental health professional, although you'll likely get referred to one through your GP, you owe it to yourself to explore different options for treating depression, and if it is clinical depression or comorbid with another disorder etc.

You owe it to yourself and anyone you love to seek professional treatment before contemplating suicide. Mental health professionals have effective treatments for depression coming out their yingyang.

You have no excuses not to explore that venue.

Hey,

I've got a few tips for you.

-Start up a new hobby. (Playing guitar, surfing, writing poems etc.) ANYTHING you want! Kee[ at it. This will make you a LOT happier, trust me.

-Te

I have to say that suicide is not an option. Don't just not do it for your family do it for yourself. Life is hard it is painful but you just take it one day at a time. I have lost a friend to suicide and almost lost a girlfriend that way. But believe me when I say that there is so much goo in this world to live for. If you need to talk to someone go find a relative or really close friend to talk to or just to hold. It isn't gay if you aren't to walk up to a good friend and ask for comfort from them. Hell when my girlfriend almost died I went over to my best friend who happens to be a guy and I just cried for hours. Afterwards I felt much better just knowing that there is someone who I can trust and has my back no matter what. GO find someone and just talk, or just cry or hold. When you are finished I promise you will feel much better.

Something is bothering you that you need to be honest with yourself and end.

i have depression, social anxiety, ADD and OCD and its hard and i thought everyone felt like me and that this is all life was till i went to a psychotherapist and she was like wow ur reaallly depressed ill help u see how great life can be.. so its good ur feeling better and that u kno ur depressed and can get help and understand y u feel that way cuz ya im happy one day then ill be hating everything the next but ya i really hope u dont kill urself im seeing that lifes gettin sukier now that schools over haha but im sure itll get better im excited to buy a house and watch my daughter grow up and so on so just keep ur head up!!

It's called teen angst. Good news, though: it magically disappears when you turn 20.

This person has a prefect case of bipolar disorder.I advise them to seek medil help or a shrink.Think psitive and anti suicidal, thats the cowards way out of life and its definitly not normal.Be careful.

You don't have depression, you have bipolar. You're lucky that you're in college. I have highschool to endure. I might be dead when my college year comes around, haha.