Department store music almost killed me and cost me my job
I had a retail job at a department store, but I quit because the music they played during the day was making me depressed. It was the same, continuous mix of the cheesiest, sappiest 80's and 90's music. After work, it played on a loop in my head until I started drinking heavily. I told a co-worker I was going to kill myself if I had to hear Phil Collins one more time. Apparently she went to human resources because I had to have an emergency meeting with my manager and she made me see a psychologist in the end.
I said I can't work under these conditions and it is impacting my mental health. My manager was not allowed to fire me in case something happened, so I decided to quit, but I still want a decent reference because I was a good worker.
Now I don't have a job, but my self esteem and mood has improved otherwise. Did I make a mistake?