Curious about other penis

I was born with a penis that to be surgically sewn back together as it did not develop fully before I was born.
Ever since I could get an erection I have struggled with my manhood. It is about 4" long, with a wide girth. However when erect it is so hard( like rock) and is not flexible (always vertical). I lack normal sensation during sex unless I do it myself, and do not ejaculate.
I am becoming more curious to know what a 'normal' penis feels like to touch, and fantasise about giving a guy a blow job or hand job.
I am married and have always enjoyed women's company. I don't think I am gay but this curiosity about other men's willies is becoming an obsession.
I cannot decide what to do about it.I thought about meeting up with a transexual escort but not sure if this is a safe way to go about this.
I have spoken to my wife about it and she thinks it could help satisfy my curiosity or just make me feel worse about my own anatomy.
What do you think I should do?

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Comments ( 4 )
  • thegypsysailor

    What possible good can come of this? You seem to have a wife that loves you just as you are. Isn't that enough?

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  • flyingnostalgia

    Sigh, men these days.

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    • Thedollcollector8==D

      You have never been touched by a man. What input could you possibly have on the depths of men? Also you notice that you have a new stalker. You probably think that it is me but its not. I think that you might suffer from aspergers.

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  • Gspyder

    I don't see how that would make you feel any better about your own situation. If you get normal sensation doing it yourself (I assume you mean masturbating) an option might be to help your wife learn to give you a hand job like you do it.

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