Curiosity over fear. to be excited to eventualy die.

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My entire life I have seen family and friends die. Not once have I felt ...sad.

Instead I felt jealous. I been more and more curios ,about what it is like to die each time I lost some one close.

Ive had family&friends blown up some torn up by bullets in Iraq/Afghan . I have had friends stabbed and shot in the streets of multiple states . I have had some family die the peaceful way, old and myust dropped. I even walked in a room after my best friend had hung him self.

I feel no sadness towards this, just jealousy. Is this normal?

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  • Imposturously_yours
    11 years ago

    Can't tell whether it's normal, but I feel the same. The only time I was really troubled by a relative's death was cancer related, and it's not the death that saddened me, it's all this pain and torture the person went through.

    In any case, I'm waiting for my death as well. Not impatient enough to kill myself, just like the anticipation.

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  • dirtybirdy
    11 years ago

    Jealous? No. I hate that word more every day.

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