Creepy man is making me physically ill, iin?
I am the same person that wrote the post "Unwanted Matchmaking, IIN?" and this post is a continuation of this situation…
The same man from the grocery store is really beginning to creep me out. I don't know quite what it is about him but, there's something about him that makes me very uncomfortable and uneasy. It is getting to the point where I am developing an aversion of going to that store, but unfortunately going to another branch is currently out of the question.
When I do go there, I am terrified about seeing him and even more so terrified about using my phone while I am there. I don't want him to see me on my phone because, then he might ask for my phone number and I really don't want him to have it.
While I fear that I may have accidentally lead him on the second week out of panic, the third week I did my very best to ignore him. However, when we got to the car, the person that I go shopping with told me that I could get in the car if I wanted. I replied with "That would be ideal." As I said this, I happened to turn slightly to find this guy intensely staring at me. This really made me uncomfortable so, I quickly got into the car and grabbed my book.
The trunk was pulled up and I heard him say odd things. He keeps saying that it is so nice to see me come back to the store as if I keep coming back solely for him. He referred to me as a "little partner in crime". I feel that this must have been a form of probing question because the stupid person I go shopping with told him that I was her granddaughter! I don't like this guy knowing about my personal information.
Another thing that really unnerved me, was when he was putting the groceries in the trunk and he said loudly, "I see books! What books are those?" I am left to assume that because I ignored him, that he got so desperate to see me that he actually was looking into the car between the space of where the trunk door ends and in through the tiny sliver of window that is exposed.
In order to do this, he would have to have been really bending low and purposefully trying to see in. These books in question were all inside of the car and not in the truck that I can remember. I have a feeling that my relative is trying to cover up for this guy by claiming these books were in the trunk. If the books were truly in the trunk, there would be no need for him to carrying on like that.
This guy has also apparently been asking my relative about her religion and trying to find out what church she goes to. Since we are related, he probably is assuming that we go to the same church.
Anyway, I think the stress from having to potentially deal with this man is starting to make me psychically ill. These past few weeks, on the way to the store, I have been experiencing severe nausea. Last week, the nausea was so severe that I vomited in the car.
I haven't been that sick in a long time. Even thinking or having to talk about him in conversation is making me sick. Besides nausea and vomiting, I have experienced an increase in body temperature, rapid heart pulse, shaking, weakness and anxiety.
I have tried to make my family members understand my concerns about this man, but most of them have gone unheard. The relative who was trying to matchmake me with him is still trying and she told me that I was overreacting and misunderstanding a "nice young man who just wanted to be friends". Bullshit. Even if this man wasn't creepy, it wouldn't be fair to be in a relationship with him since I am a lesbian.
IIN?!