Crazy thoughts when talking to someone

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I have to start this off by saying these are just thoughts and I would never actually do any of these things.

When I am talking to some one I 90% of the time thinking about a way to kill them. I would never actually do it because I love most of the people I talk to friends, siblings, teachers, dad, ect. But I never have these thoughts about two people my mom, and my best friend. These thoughts( not urges) are really deatailed and some times scare me. This started when I hit puberty. And I am now 17 so I have kind fo gotten used to it. But it still scares me every now and again. I haven't told anyone in fear that I might get into trouble or something so yea. I know the question asks " Is it normal?" but what I want you to answer is am I crazy???(thank you for reading this I know it's kind of long sorry)

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  • expiredingoreville
    13 years ago

    OCD.

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  • heather49
    13 years ago

    I wouldn't see a therapist. I think sometimes of suicide in a relaxed way (not a urge, like you), and in killing some people I hate (and this one I have a liiiiiitle bit more urge), but I would never do it. It's not worth the problems I would get.

    People get scared of having a new murderer out there, so I would say some of the people here that tell you to see a therapist are in a big part saying it because of fear.

    Like you say it's just a thought, and as long as it is just it, is completly ok. Imagining is good.

    (I would say keep going :P)
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  • Shrunk
    13 years ago

    no it's not crazy, lots of people do it, as long as you know it's wrong and would never actually do what you are imagining, you are fine

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  • HelterSkelter
    13 years ago

    i don't know if i'm one who can actually say this is normal, seeing as i have intricate plans for how i would kill certain people if i ever had to, but if it makes you feel any better i have the same thoughts lol.

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  • BoredGuy
    13 years ago

    hitman *

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  • BoredGuy
    13 years ago

    maybe you got a talent at it, Go work for the government as Birman :P

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  • Galaxy500
    13 years ago

    I think it's a sign you don't want to respect them or you want to see something very primal with them i.e. killing as a form of elimination or rank.

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  • Sparkles
    13 years ago

    I think the same sometimes, not for everyone though. Just as they talk to me, I tune out and think this way. But as long as we know it's bad, and that we can't/don't want to do it. It's fine.

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  • angelatarantula
    13 years ago

    yes if i were you i would see a therapist as well. it sounds pretty serious enough so that u should seek a professional. keep in mind though that u cannot control your thoughts and u are not your thoughts.

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  • anya07
    13 years ago

    i THINK YOU SHOULD SEE A TERAPHIST.EVEN IF ITS NOT DANGERUOS IT HARDENS YOUR IFE

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  • [Old Memory]
    13 years ago

    I had this as a young teen and actually killed someone

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    • [Old Memory]
      13 years ago

      yeah johny bravo i see you comment on alot of things and realise your a huge bullshitter u didnt kill anyone infact u sound like the type that probably went ot jail for theft and became a prison bitch nuff said yeah ;)

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