Crave the acts someone did to me as a child

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I’m female and had some sexual things done to me as a kid but now I’m an adult, I actually get really turned on when I think about these things. Strangely, I remember really enjoying having these things done to me. I know it’s not right but I was never hurt and it was made into a game so I don’t know if it’s still classed as abuse because I enjoyed it. Now I want to find a much older man to do these same things to me. I know that probably sounds sick and maybe it is, but is it normal to want to be “abused” in the same way as an adult??

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Based on 70 votes (53 yes)
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  • Bass
    4 years ago

    My wife was barely in her double digits when she was introduced to fondling and eventually full-on sexual intercourse by a neighbor who held her she was born. She not only incorporates her early experience in our sex play, but she also remains friendly with the now elderly neighbor she has known her entire life. She knew it was wrong then and even now, but refuses to call it abuse. Often time those involved in early childhood sex do not feel its abuse until law enforcement, parents, and child abuse workers get involved and traumatize the child.

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  • chuy
    4 years ago

    Normal but wrong

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  • Nikclaire
    4 years ago

    Yes it's normal but try not to dwell on those thoughts. It won't lead you anywhere good.

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  • Honeypot2000
    4 years ago

    You are fucking kinky and that’s fucking hot.

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  • Bilover
    4 years ago

    I think it is normal. I too played with adults and older boys. I am a male.
    I honestly have fond memories of these times. And as you continue to become excited thinking back. These things happened to me forty years ago.

    As you I would like to return to that time for some excitement.

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  • spunkluvr
    4 years ago

    Never thought I was "abused". I was just a kid sucking cocks and loving every minute of it.

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  • laura80
    4 years ago

    I was spanked totally naked with a belt followed by sexual things by my stepdad and now crave an older man to belt me and have sex with me.

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  • message-man
    4 years ago

    Its normal im glad that you have a kink that brings ou pleasure and not shame.

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  • RavenCage
    4 years ago

    I think it's amazing that you're remembering this without feeling ashamed of getting turned on by it. I also had similar things happen to me when i was 12, but i always feel dirty when i get turned on by it.

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  • RoseIsabella
    4 years ago

    Ugh! I just ate, I'm not trying to vomit.

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  • libertybell
    4 years ago

    It's abuse. No adult has the right to touch a child sexually. Even if you enjoyed it,it's still abuse.

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  • randypete
    4 years ago

    Yes it's normal

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  • Doesnormalmatter
    4 years ago

    Depends on what these things are. If its not abnormal sex acts than I would say normal. But by the way you worded it, this sounds pretty fucked up.

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  • WashYaDoggy
    4 years ago

    Depends what it was and depends how you would class "abuse"

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  • cipro
    4 years ago

    Normal and hot.

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    • McBean
      4 years ago

      I was also used by my piano teacher when I was 11 years old. She did it a way that was confusing but also comforting, and I have positive desires like the OP. The memories which I prefer to keep subliminal are hot, but very weird. This is one of the better outcomes of a dangerously bad past situation.

      I would tell the OP that her desires are actually therapy for the unfortunate situation she was put in. Try not to obsess about them. Try to make your partner feel important, loved, and well fucked.

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