Crave being weird.
every now and again i get into i kind of mood that lasts about a week where im compelled to act act weird and moody...ive been doing it for years but recently i watched fight club and donnie darko and the mood i get into is similar to the way the main protagonists appear in both films. almost like an outsider of society, trying to read between the lines...really detached. its hard to describe..
then usually something changes in my life and i just gradually go back to normal...its usually triggered by some event like moving to a new town, breaking up with a girl, some
change in life...but also some more petty things like missing out on a social event or finding out that someone doesn't like me as much as i thought they did...
the thing is...i quite like being this way and its almost a concious decision to act in this manner...i feel almost superior, its difficult to explain.
anyone else get this?